A Terrible Experience
People always get confused for what they do. Sometimes they want to be low-key, but sometimes they desire to be crazy. Well, it seems now I am in this kind of awkward condition. Nevertheless, for me, I decide to choose more reasonable one at last. And to be honest, I am a coward, just a coward totally, believe it or not. I am so scared for other's confession. Few days ago, a foreigner, tried to get to know me closely and even showed his feeling to me... It's so weird! Still I faced this condition with my courage and turned him down with more proper words. God, it was horrible, I know I was a coward. However, it really shocked me at the moment. I think he just eroticized me as a girl of the Orient since he mentioned that he considers I look beautiful and then wants to make friend with me. And we actually spent a good time on chatting until in the end, he said to me that he's just falling in love with me... To be cruel, I replied to him, "you should control yourself!" Instead of showing my anger and hurting his feeling, I tried to be kind and reasonable with an expression of jokey way. Well, his admiration for me really surprised me and even delighted me, ha~ (to be honest). But, the most important thing is that, how can one man show his confession in a day without getting know more about others? Be grown up, please! Am I heartless? Or am I too conservative for my perspective of love in the Occident? Or he is too innocent just as his young age in showing his feeling with a dramatic way of Romanticism? I don't really have a clue...Well, all I have to say is that... maybe it's time for me to flee from him... sorry, coward again.
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