The Land of Conjurors

That was the story of A. when she wormed her way into the mud. Breathing all she could back and forth The air mixing with mud excited her,  and she was digging within again,  her twist and turn next began, like a sort of insect,  crawling up and down the tree, and sprawl her body free. A whirl she felt suddenly, curling her body tightly,  as if forming a shield in stasis, falling down to the web weaved by him. A. had a fallen pain at once, while he kept his quick pace at his high speed to where he moved wrapping A. up in no time. Another story triggers for A. has never been through. Hidden inside, again she is worming ups and down, back and forth and then exposes her fingers as the web has been broken through. That was A. transforming she prepared for nothing but motion indeed, like a sort of insect in need.

It is not the old-fashioned issue, but perhaps it is. Religion, no, I will say it is your belief that matters. The belief that causes the kernel problem to all of you. That was when you told me something let you down or even depressed, and you will cast them aside by relying them on God. I was sure I wasn't get it wrong. Or you might ask why I just didn't give it a shot to believe the God? Yes, I did. I gave my time when I was in college and turned down in time. Do you really believe that you can literally rely on God by carrying away those things that frustrate you? I doubt it very much. Your belief can make you feel better for sure, but if you get accustomed to rely on God when confronted with difficulties, God appears to become the responsible one who bears all the discard from the public. Nevertheless, it is not the problem that God bears those discard but you become irresponsible for what you are thinking. The reality is a mess, it is just the chaotic condition, as it alwa

These cold days I discover the boss in running the breakfast shop becoming more tender on his look. As I have been thinking, he used to treat the customers in a vulgar way of talk and bad look. Don't know if the contribution of the weather makes him look like this kind of way, he becomes powerless and fragile as he picked up the stuffs from the ground, being afraid of the stuff which may be blown in the chilly and strong wind.   That look, oh, god, horribly innocent, as if I had never seen him before.  A guy should have lied in prison before being released as far as I'm concerned. Passing by so many years, he has changed, yes, completely changed, his relatives were willing to help him out, setting up the breakfast shop for him in order to give him a right, regular and responsible position on his job for his regenerated life in the future. Perhaps he "has been" changing because I haven't been visiting them for a while. Well, their breakfast tasted not so delicious

A Taiwanese girl got accustomed to the life related to the Western style very much; however, she suffered the critics from other Taiwanese friends, saying that she cares for having fun with those foreigners who are from America or Europe. But she told me that those photos on Facebook were posted by the foreign friends. She was just tagged by those photos, that's all. She said why people merely take the appearance and superficial meaning on the way she does. It's pretty shallow, don't they think? It has been a trouble that if she comes with other Asian people whom come from Japan, Korea, China, Hong Kong, Philippines or even Taiwan...etc. Others won't take a look on her, even a slightest moment seems to cost much time on their own. My roomy and I listened to her situation and confront her with warm talking, giving her support at last, but who knows that she will have another suffering next time? Down to the slope in school, my roomy told me, "she shouldn't ha

When I have to think, I mean... to contemplate something, to meditate something, my favorite comfort food might be the food and beverage added with milk such as black tea, coffee, chocolate, papaya, or red bean soup etc. But I don't like drinking milk simply, it's weird. Perhaps milk enacts the role of mellow flavour which lies in the face of stability and balance mixed with some certain foods . So this kind of mix   somehow   soothes my anxietyafter having them while I’m   in   the middle  of accomplishing tough works. Particularly, it becomes my stimuli while struggling with my term paper which should be handed in urgency,... alright, in urgency, it seems not so serious that I need to use this word, but, you should know that, it is my extreme consciousness works out, not truly my expression, so be patient because I will express something revealed more insanity on my blog. Hahaha. Well, back to the milk, it's enough. In addition, sour foods for me taste really enjoyable,

After watching  Golden Gates , Pro. Lin points out that we all have been taught to be admire foreigners and their cultures especially in Western style. We wish to be loved by the oppressor somehow and uncounsciously appreciate their appearance, way of talk and "graceful" behavior. This is true, and I believe it as far as I'm concerned since I'm the one who wish to be like that way. So terrible, to learn English ability so hard ever since we were only children, facing the pressure every single day, to be anxious about the unsatisfied grades, etc. Who makes this rule anyway? Exactly, no one. And we are all eager to pursue the "dream" in our ideality. We thank for the oppressor by providing our broken English and they never would like to learn Chinese or other second language at all, showing their ignorance to the local culture instead of paying more attention to them. Consider this, what if there is another James Joyce in this world and writes about the same 

Brotherhood will not work on me. Because it decreases the soul in quest of our life, brotherhood should not keep it as one's character. Don't treat me like fool as if I were a common one since you'll gain nothing from me. And of course, I'll loath the way you think and behave. Yeah, I still believe this world would have something special, don't try to make peace and harmonious, and those are not true for the truth of art and literature which I truly believe. I still believe people are good at heart, which I mean people will support the things and figure that are not in the mainstream. I don't think there should be so many teachers in Taiwan, and I truly believe that there are some ways that I can explore, and I just do not found it at present since I am still seeking what I can do and what I really want to do.