Mess in Soliloquy
Yeah, it's so hard to tell the truth now. I feel so helpless and emoitionless somehow. And I must leave Taichung, one way or another. I always felt excited while I was in Kaoshung because there was another home beyond my homwtown where I can always expect from. Now it is really over, as well as the meeting with Lucas. Yeah, no more, no more bwtween us. So soon and uninformative, which are just passed away without any voices. Ridiculous. Why do we meet at last in such ridiculous way? Who knows? What are we hiding from? The best way is to pretend nothing happen, and yeah, that's the best way you think that can work on, isn't it? Like what you said, you are open-minded for everyone's thinking and opinions, but never establish any relationship with others. Good! Very good. That means you really got your freesom in doing it, right? Everything for you seems so detached and never get close at all. What a shame. How to behave the way I am, I don't even know. Leaving Taichun