Everything becomes vague and untrustful since he tries to post a variety of links on his own. How many times I tried to defend myself in the past times. However, it seems that it can hardly be worked at present. The question is that, is she trustful? I doubt it. She at least can pay less attention to it and show her ignorance to it. And if necessarily, she would like to praise his dedication and contribution without any contemplation. To be nice and kind to everybody, there is really somebody over there, indeed, believe it or not. Brotherhood doesn't suit me, honestly. Because you try not to offend others, try not to displease your family members. Oh, gosh, most horrible behavior and flattered disposition ever! Sometimes I think that her uniqueness shall be, none of everything but endow something without any uniqueness. Pathetic, truly. This kind of person doesn't know how to reject, which means that she does not have any sense or consciousness of showing her rejection and her
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It seems to be hard at first, but I hope everything will get through with it. Don't know if he still recognize me on line; however, I will pay more attention to his latest news and mood. And the afternoon, I decide to contact with the tutor institution for getting a part-job. To be a tutor is a not bad idea. The wage is higher than other normal jobs, and the working hours may be less than the normal one. Perhaps two hours a day for one week. Besides that, I make my own decision to take the case of senior high school student. At the beginning, I intend to choose junior high, but the place can scarcely suit me. This time, a place where is quite near the place I stay catches my eyes. Though it is senior high student, maybe I can challenge more and learn more together. I know the English from senior high school is quite difficult, but if this time I can take it as an opportunity to make use of it, I wish I could make a good progress for my studies as well. So today I called the student
Recently I've been retrospecting so many things such as my life in Taichung, especially the moment with Lucas and all of my severe studies. Also, the thing of company, of affection and of enjoyment. Something like this. Perhaps I still don't know how to cope with the life at present. Few days ago, I watched the live show of The Vaccines on Youtube. They are the new age of British indie rock band. As I search the vocal of the band, Justin Young, saying that if everybody all regards themselves as beautiful one, it seems that we may live more easier and happier. I kind of agree with him but the reality shows impossibility, haha. If so, there will no more desire and fantasy perhaps. My life, now, is not beautiful. Physically and mentally. I am not satisfied with my life at present. Tracing back to the life I have makes me feel better. Everyday I still wondering why I stay here so long. Someone in particular is located in Taichung, and you are totally in a wrong place! But I try my
Loss in Keane's "The Frog Prince"
Loss is not the situation that you simply lose something. For me, loss is like something you can hardly pay attention to think of someone or something in particular. Therefore, there are no intentional sorrow when you lose something or someone. I think it is more like something is lost in the progress when you are into some other thing. The intrinsic affection plays the essential role in loss for human relationship since it not only connects each other but also draw them together most of the time. Something has lost when you are unaware of them, taking no heed of your relationship with others even though others exist. Perhaps others exist in other realm, and there are something truthful that binds you and others; however, you seem not to discover that. Independence ought not to be put in this situation at present. Please show your judgement to me in a proper time. My feeling, peculiarly, tends to care about the relationship for both sides rather than mere individual. In my opinion, l