The Gap in-between
Maybe I tied myself too much. To do the certain things at the moment marks a great deal of motivation to go on. You have once said that it was always my business without others bothering. It was true, which I would not disagree. But what you have said to me just subtly hurts me a bit. I went home and kept thinking about what you said to me as well as your attitude toward me. With such quirky relationship I strenuously make it work and happen on my own capability to move me on. Some other person whom you think tends to be more optimistic and less sense of anxiety that may ease you more or less. At the same time you told me if I behaved like her, I would decrease my stress. So surprised that you told me to do so. It was as if she truly lacked anxiety and could carry on her tasks on her road. Appearance lies to everyone, which I truly believe. She always hid it every time for she could barely explain or confess the suffering and became distraught with worry to the extreme. You cannot even